CONDITIONAL love is based on DRAMA, strong emotion, hate and taking turns being the victim and predator. How much of your drama, pain and torment has centered around someone withholding or in reality, unable to give you acceptance or compassion? Human conditional love by definition is intense and filled with hate, fear, sorrow, judgment and anger because it lacks light or compassion. Conditional love is dark; it is on a continuum from benevolent caretaking to forced slavery. Most of what has been called love for the majority of humans the past 13 thousand years has been conditional. Some of our greatest teachers wisdom about love was twisted by the Anunnaki on purpose to misdirect us by changing our beliefs to wanting and valuing external things and approval. Leading us away from the wisdom of universal law.
"Dark energy" is energy that lacks compassion. Would you ever need to help a person carry their light energy? I think NOT. So, if you are carrying energy for someone. If you are suffering for another, or holding the pain of their wounds, you are CARRYING their DARK energy for them. The dark has trained us to carry their dark energy by telling us we are GOOD religious, pious people when we suffer for others. That way, the dark one's have trained us to pick up their slack and dark creations as we "try to WORK our way to heaven." Our deities or organized religion say suffering is rewarded in heaven and that is disinformation or just lies.
Actual physical death feels a bit like slipping into a pool of warm water. Your awareness does not go anywhere but your essence has detached from the biology, like stepping out of a vehicle. Your essence and individuality continue on. Reality expands and you feel light. You experience YOUR thoughts and beliefs because they are ALL still with you. Staying calm reduces confusion, we have "crossed over" thousands of times before. When we transition, leave the biology or physically die, we lose three ounces. 3 ounces of information carried on the quantum level or our individual electromagnetic codes or our essence or DNA codes depart and disperse.