DARK operates with human law, victim predator and generally the inability to read other humans thoughts so lies and deceptions are easy to maintain. Dark refuses to think and be RESPONSIBLE for it self and follows experts or bullies.

LIGHT operates with universal law and awareness that we are all one and able to read everyone's thoughts, so lies and deceptions are not present. Light thinks, decides and takes responsibility for what it creates all of the time.


A MYSTIC seeks their truths beyond the intellect...

KNOWING is what you FEEL is true inside you.

 
 
 
 
 
 

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STRONG EMOTION holds our ATTENTION

 CONDITIONAL love is based on DRAMA, strong emotion, hate and taking turns being the victim and predator. How much of your drama, pain and torment has centered around someone withholding or in reality, unable to give you acceptance or compassion? Human conditional love by definition is intense and filled with hate, fear, sorrow, judgment and anger because it lacks light or compassion. Conditional love is dark; it is on a continuum from benevolent caretaking to forced slavery. Most of what has been called love for the majority of humans the past 13 thousand years has been conditional. Some of our greatest teachers wisdom about love was twisted by the Anunnaki on purpose to misdirect us by changing our beliefs to wanting and valuing external things and approval. Leading us away from the wisdom of universal law.

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SUFFERING is the SUFFERER HOLDING DARK ENERGY

"Dark energy" is energy that lacks compassion. Would you ever need to help a person carry their light energy? I think NOT. So, if you are carrying energy for someone. If you are suffering for another, or holding the pain of their wounds, you are CARRYING their DARK energy for them. The dark has trained us to carry their dark energy by telling us we are GOOD religious, pious people when we suffer for others. That way, the dark one's have trained us to pick up their slack and dark creations as we "try to WORK our way to heaven." Our deities or organized religion say suffering is rewarded in heaven and that is disinformation or just lies.

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DISPERSMENT of YOUR ESSENCE at PHYSICAL DEATH

Actual physical death feels a bit like slipping into a pool of warm water. Your awareness does not go anywhere but your essence has detached from the biology, like stepping out of a vehicle. Your essence and individuality continue on. Reality expands and you feel light. You experience YOUR thoughts and beliefs because they are ALL still with you. Staying calm reduces confusion, we have "crossed over" thousands of times before. When we transition, leave the biology or physically die, we lose three ounces. 3 ounces of information carried on the quantum level or our individual electromagnetic codes or our essence or DNA codes depart and disperse.

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STRONG EMOTION holds our ATTENTION
SUFFERING is the SUFFERER HOLDING DARK ENERGY
DISPERSMENT of YOUR ESSENCE at PHYSICAL DEATH
TRUTHS are TIED to the REALITY you LIVE IN
HOW HARD is it to ALLOW OTHERS
QUANTA or ELEMENTAL ENERGY or FIELD or GOD PARTCLES
ELEMENTALS build THOUGHT FORMS
NO VICTIMS we are STUDENTS, SLOW LEARNERS?
OLD dark ENTRAINMENTS are BEING BROKEN
IS WHAT YOU WANT TO DO and WHAT YOU DELIVER the same?
ATTRACT COMPASSION from YOU for YOU
ACCEPTING WHAT IS, THE WAY IT IS
DEFICIENT in SELF-LOVE MEANS you EXPECT ANOTHER to DELIVER IT
YOUR EXPERIENCES are your SELF TEACHING
CONFLICTED or CLOUDY THOUGHTS prevent THINKING
ANCESTOR and RELATIVE WORSHIP or HEALING
WHAT are you ATTRACTING, ALLOWING and ENTRAINED WITH?
ENTRAINMENT with your SOUL or you LACK AWARENESS
ENTRAINED with INCREASING LIGHT or NOT
RUNNING the VICTIM PREDATOR CYCLE or NOT
 
 
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I understand how devastating the CHILD abuse and trauma you chose to experience to increase your spiritual wisdom put you in overwhelm.

I write about what I do to help you see the larger spiritual picture and enhance your alignment with universal law. The laws are the how to go lighter handbook and how to understand the spiritual lesson you chose to work with.
 

For decades I have worked with the emotionally challenged of all ages. The illuminati programmed ones have showed up at my door and we have worked hard to understand and break the programming with the help of their other soul aspects and the core personallity.

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You chose the lesson you chose to master. This is a trip you take with your other soul aspects. They operate as a unit and most of us haven’t honored their presence or their hard work. To understand takes your awareness and thought. You must own what is true to release it. This is not easy but is very stimulating and amazing to learn all we do not know. This a DOING project for the individual and their soul aspects and not a group distraction for fun.
 

Humans generally carry or fall in sync with the beliefs and behaviors of their family, relatives and the people they “hang out with.” When you are looking for higher or lower truths than your current ones you need to ACTIVELY get involved and focused to change.

bonnie_new1The human is an aspect of its soul group living in a cooperative effort with their biology to experience greater understanding of darkness.  Your auric bodies hold your entire story with access to everyone else’s story and your soul aspects read it all.

They are happy to share it WHEN you are ready to hear it.   Just ask them one question at a time and allow the answer to come to you.  Putting a pretty story on your childhood experiences and concurrent lives to please or deny will not change a thing and it never has.  
 

Keep clinging to your pretty story and you will stay stuck.

bonnie_new1CERTIFICATIONS

NATIONAL: Educational Therapist
ARIZONA: Principal and Reading K-12
ARIZONA/TEXAS: Emotionally and Learning Disabled K-12
ILLINOIS: Art Instructor and Supervisor K-14


EDUCATION

University of Phoenix – Phoenix, Arizona 1987 – 1995

National College of Education
(now National-Louis University), Evanston, Illinois 1974 Degree in M.Ed. Major: Special Education

North Park College – Chicago, Illinois 1968
Degree in B.Science Art. Minor in Social Science


EXPERIENCE

Accommodation School – Phoenix, Arizona 1995 to Present

Principal of private special education school for the emotionally/learning disabled, grades 8-12

Created a therapeutic approach to resolving emotional and learning difficulties

Facilitator of communication and understanding with family, school districts and community

Maricopa County Regional Schools – Phoenix, Arizona 1989 to 1995

Acting Principal, Program Director and Community Coordinator for the Severely Emotionally Disabled, grades 7-12

Designed, developed and implemented a therapeutic approach

Collaborated with psychologists, peace officers, parents and
Administrators

Designed, developed and implemented curriculum for at-risk multicultural students

Facilitated group processing

Helped to transition students into the mainstream


ADDITIONAL EXPERIENCE

Student advocate for student’s and families rights
Educational Therapist
Peace Officer, Deputy for Harris County, Texas
Fine Artist, Continuously creating fine art, photography and jewelry

 

Member of the Biltmore Who’s Who Network


REFERENCES AVAILABLE UPON REQUEST

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alice-miller.com - Alice is a woman I love for all her research and bravery against all the adults that abuse and use children.
Alice sees the patterns and traditions handed down in families and organizations.

look4insight.com - Torben is very intuitive, sensitive and able to relate to the common man or woman or child that is feeling stuck and wants to become more spiritually evolved and a happier human.

beyondreiki.com - We are, in All Love, the Brotherhood of Light. is the group she channels and they focus on the human body which I like knowing all about

awarenessheals.me - Presenting cutting edge spiritual information, awarenessheals.me is a fantastic resource for anyone going through the awakening process

davidicke.com - David Icke is a British writer and public speaker who has devoted himself since 1990 to researching “who and what is really controlling the world.”  A former professional football player, reporter, television sports presenter, and spokesman for the Green Party, he is the author of 20 books explaining his views.