I am an educator by trade, always asking WHY? To understand my abusive extended family and the families my students and clients attracted and entrained with. I delved into psychology for answers. I learned in depth about the thought patterns and cycles that keep repeating themselves. The victim finds someone weaker, trapped, crippled or smaller to victimize, and the victim becomes the predator. The feedback loop is complete and keeps going around generation after generation!
In the 1990s, bit-by-bit, I became consciously aware, of the organizing principles of reality, the quantum field and human consciousness. How they operate and how human consciousness got so low. I document very little of what I write because its time consuming, its not one of my skills, and too many people prefer to argue about minutia, to avoid the point being made. The information I share will ring true for you or not. Mostly I write for the invisible realm, to give them a clearer understanding of what it is like to live in a reality without much compassion, because almost none of them have experienced the daily darkness humanity has created to experience.
Those in the light bandwidth and quantum field do NOT interfere because they honor the cosmic truth of allowing. The dark bandwidth has free will and humanities choice has been to experience the unconsciousness, negativity, and cruel reality they created and maintained for the past thirteen thousand years. 2012 marked the slow and steady transmutation of earth / Gaia moving from the dark bandwidth state of consciousness, into the light or quantum operating system. Gaia is taking only human consciousness with her, that can move back into the quantum field of compassion.
Theorizing is entertaining and fun to play with mentally, socially and emotionally, but theory needs to become active participation for you to realign your thinking with cosmic truths / universal laws.
Bonnie Baumgartner has been an educational therapist for the past few decades doing private therapy with children, adults and families. She understands the devastation of child abuse and how it can be absolutely soul crushing. For 40 years she taught emotionally challenged and severely learning disabled students and adults from grades 3-12 in public schools and her private school, these experiences have taught her what heals wounds and what does not heal. Lies, pretty stories, denial and self-deception heal nothing.
Psychology and sociology have always been a fascination in many more lifetimes than just this one. The Illuminati programmed slaves have showed up at her door asking to break free so she studied and researched even more about the way the Illuminati program all their children, which has been a third of all children on earth. Deprogramming means staying conscious, thinking and making your own decisions. If you don’t dissociate you can’t be controlled.
CERTIFICATIONS: Master in Education Degree, Educational Therapists, Principal, Special Educator of Emotionally Disabled and Learning Disabled, Reading Specialist, Art Instructor and Supervisor
EXPERIENCES are as a Spiritual Therapist, Acting Principal, Program Director and Community Coordinator for the Severely Emotionally Disabled, grades 7-12 Designed, developed and implemented a therapeutic approach. Collaborated with psychologists, peace officers, parents and Administrators. Have designed, developed and implemented curriculum, for at-risk, multicultural students in inner cities. Facilitated group processing. Helped to transition students into the mainstream, Student advocate for student’s and families rights. Peace Officer for Harris County Texas, Member of the Biltmore Who’s Who