If you didn’t have some suspicion or awareness of a truth you don’t like, in your life, there would be NO NEED to avoid or deny or prettify it.
You know that: “Something MAY have happened back then,”
BUT if you consciously KNOW it, you’ll own it. Then you might even need to DO or THINK about your childhood and the people that shared that experience with you, differently. They may even, have been as nasty as part of you suspects they were / are.
CONSCIOUS AWARENESS of what is TRUE is NEVER the ENEMY!
Conscious awareness of what is true creates the best outcome for all.
Your denial, self-deception or pretty story ENTRAINS you into a feedback loop that keeps you stuck and loosing light / compassion for you and all others. You can’t give what you do not have or even understand. CONFUSED INNOCENTS deny and distract themselves with compulsive busyness, risky behaviors, and addictions. Confused innocents CREATE a DRAMA filled existence for themself, to avoid knowing CONSCIOUSLY what they know to be true. You can’t DEPEND on a confused innocent in denial, avoidance, and self-deception or living in a pretty story. They do not keep THEIR WORD and they are not HONEST with them self, or anyone else.
FEAR helps one pay closer attention to what one needs to avoid, to survive in physicality. BUT the fear of knowing what is true, for those in denial or avoidance covers up their personal rage, anger or guilt. Their rudeness or dissociating is used to cover up their anger and guilt about not “standing in their spiritual truth” and doing what is best for them.
Avoidance, drama and denial (ADD) chips away at your self-worth, and NEVER protects you or anyone else. Avoidance, drama and denial are a choice to HIDE other choices and avoid feeling your feelings. Judgment is a form of denial. When you narrow your focus small enough to judge only an aspect of another or something, you avoid knowing about what you do not want to know or feel about your SELF.
Avoidance, denial and drama are used to DELAY deciding what you, the soul essence will do about your MORAL DILEMMAS. Unconscious or dissociated people do not have moral dilemmas, they think! They allow their pretty stories and self-deception feedback loops to keep running to avoid, delay or deny PERSONAL responsibility. They create distractions, busyness, reckless behaviors and poor treatment of the biology to avoid the soft prodding of their soul conglomerate.
Without your conscious awareness, decisions ARE NOT being made BY YOU. There are no moral dilemmas; there are ONLY habits, following someone else or programming followed by the “stimulus response” reaction you choose to respond to. You react to TRIGGERS or FOCUS CHANGES operating on the subliminal level. Because it is subliminal YOU are not consciously aware that you are being manipulated to act a certain way or carry out a particular task or reaction. In order to have a moral dilemma there needs to be consciousness, your soul needs to choose to decide the thoughts it holds.
When you allow yourself to “go unconscious” dissociate or declare you are not connected to your thoughts, action or behaviors. You made a SPLIT SECOND choice, just before that to avoid being aware. When you dissociate, run a program, act robotically or indulge in an addiction, your vibration or resonance is too slow, low and tuned out for your soul conglomerate to commune with you, get your attention. One’s dark souls aspect or soul copy has Free Will and when it’s fearful choice is, “NOT to be present or responsible” that is what it does. You freely create your own reality.
Being actively spiritual, aligning with cosmic truths takes courage and consciousness. You will be ENTRAINING with WHAT IS TRUE and your SOUL CONGLOMERATE.
Entraining is to pull along or aboard or get in sync with. When you match your vibration, quantum particle spin and brainwaves to a desired frequency or oscillating system you assume the same vibration and state of consciousness together. You emulate the rhythmic pattern, or frequency, or thought patterns of inner and or outer stimuli. Matching or entraining your electromagnetic energy field to any other field allows you to enter it or commune with it. Your personal thoughts and synapses entrain your thinking with the same frequency or matrices of other like minds and sentient beings. Meditation or focusing your thoughts on your slow breaths, entrains your mind to your inner processes and higher brainwave states.
Your belief systems determine the brainwave you entrain with. When you entrain with beta brainwave thoughts of victim predator and confused innocent, there are always energy feeding cords or electromagnetic strings of energy to siphon energy and thoughts from each other. That keep you entrained or STUCK in an emotion or thought pattern of victimization and helplessness.
Your thoughts in beta brainwaves are of feeling victimized and upset about “needing” to clean up other people’s messes.
Moving into higher brainwave states, you can enjoy creating order out of chaos. It’s never about your experiences, and IS all about your perceptions of them. Your expectations, thoughts, and feelings create the reality YOU CHOOSE with your point of perception.