In the early 2000’s in a lower resonance or frequency than is present now on the planet. I asked the invisible realm for a way to help a human I deeply cared about that was too fearful to look at, own, and heal their wounds. They said I could try healing “a split off aspect” of the core personality, of that human. One could consider it being an ABANDONED “inner child” on the outside.
Then I had the sense of a child climbing up and sitting on my lap, an entity from the astral plane or fourth dimension. We interacted, played and talked some. I could tell there was abuse as the child acted out what it experienced at that age. Over the following weeks, we shared information and I explained as best I could, why people do the nasty, cruel insensitive things they do to each other. We also researched the family’s history and tradition of child abuse together.
When the core personality can’t process trauma, it experiences, it compartmentalizes the experience(s) in an effort for the core personality to keep functioning. The isolated split, remains emotional and socially at the development stage that it had at the time of the split. This is the same thing that happens to those with addictions, they remain frozen in time and development; remaining at the maturity level they were at, when they started their addiction(s).
When the human experiences so much pain, suffering, fear, isolation and or rejection and abuse and feels powerless to do anything about it. The human generally shuts down their awareness, physical sensations, their heart and their theta brainwaves.
When you shut down your conscious awareness of intense suffering,lonelinessand sense of safety, you also shut down your joy, fun, calmness, acceptance and compassion for you, just as you are. Then you are mystified as to WHY you feel numb and dead inside. Shutting down your feelings and sensations means you no longer move into THETA BRAINWAVE activity, which is planetary consciousness, being deeply introspective and narrowing your focus enough to go within to commune with your soul and higher streams of consciousness. Theta brainwave activity occurs most often in sleep or deep meditation and is the path or portal to learning, memory, intuition and access to the quantum field. Theta is profound inner peace and “knowingness,” You form a question or intent and the answer or information is present.
Theta brainwaves are only accessible when you feel SAFE and PROTECTED. You become the objective observer able to see the larger picture. Theta brainwaves are normal in the waking state of children up to 13 years old allowing the child to objectively observe those around them and make clear insightful statements about the self and others. After 13 years of age dark societal pressure pulled them into the lower resonance of alpha-beta state of consciousness. Now the children’s soul comes in carrying 80% light, and in sync with the 80% light the planet carries currently.
Trauma, abuse, verbally, physically or sexually shatters the inner peace of theta brainwaves, and is VERY jarring to the child, creating an impact 100 times more intense, than it would on an adult, having the same experience. The child reads the dark thoughts of others more proficiently than adults would in the same situation. The thoughts can be far more upsetting than the predator’s actions. The biology of the child becomes their enemy, and their prison. An abused child in fear and survival mode finds it hard to focus on and accomplish complex tasks like thinking, reading and math. Learning is disrupted and may stop completely.
When an infant’s environment, “energetic field” is one of fear, anger, sexuality, abuse, fighting, war and / or neglect that fear energy is owned by the child as THEIR REALITY and the only one there is! The infant, child and “adult child” that never get to consciously process their energetic field of trauma NEVER feel SAFE or PROTRCTED.
My great friend Becky and I offered a safe protected space, meaning we prevented “Dark Ones” and dark energy from having access to the split off aspect, of the soul’s core personality, while we allowed and supported the maturing and developing of the aspect from the astral plane. The safe space or energy field we provided enabled the split off pieces of children’s consciousness to be re-parented with compassion and honoring, so they could grow and develop into the adult aspect of their choice, one that could be responsible for the self and compassionate with the self.
This took a few weeks or months if the split’s consciousness decided to stay, grow and develop. They left when they choose to, which was generally early twenties emotionally, socially and developmentally. When a new situation arose in the thirties or forties they came back for a short bit, to figure it out in safety and acceptance.
Ideally, Becky and I hoped the splits from the core personality would rejoin and strengthen the human in a compassionate direction. We didn’t share what we did with the human living in the third dimension because they would have assumed we were crazier than usual. Generally this helped the humans some, as best as we could tell. Mostly we acknowledged that remaining dark and fearful is a pretty solid choice for those that choose that.
NOW, in 2019 with the higher expanded frequency or resonance on the planet, a 5 year-old split from the core personality, showed up in my consciousness that wanted to snuggle.
I asked what she wanted to do, and she said, “read a book?”
I said, “I didn’t have one at this time, but maybe you would be willing to talk about why you are here.”
She explained that she was the part of the core personality that carried the loneliness; pain and suffering the core personality experienced and didn’t want to feel anymore. The core personality was glad the split left because she didn’t want to consciously feel those feelings and confusion any longer. Being numb for so many years has not been joyful or fun for the core personality or the split.
We talked a while more and I explained to the split how sorry I was that she experienced so much unpleasant and unfair treatment. I tried to get her to know and accept that none of it was her fault. That Dark Ones are the way they are, because they don’t like themself and have no desire or idea how to be nice to others. They have stopped knowing how they feel and how what they think feels. They are unconscious, numb and stuck in a dark feedback loop.
When you think nasty things and feel them its painful and isolating. Their solution to avoiding pain was to move into denial, addiction(s), numbness and unconsciousness.
Turns out the 5 year-old split had brought the other splits that she hung out with, on the astral plane. All of them were stuck at the ages and state of unhappiness they had when they split from their core personality.
I told them that the human core personality might not be able to supply a “safe, protected space” for them to grow and develop in. BUT, the human’s stream of consciousness that resides in higher frequencies of compassion and safety COULD and would love to provide a safe cozy space of acceptance and compassion for them to reside and mature in. They would be cuddled and loved for exactly whom they are. They would be helped and supported to become the objective observer of their wounds. Knowing all the facts and energy surrounding what they experienced would shift their feelings about themself into compassion for the self.
Then when they are ready and willing to trust their core personality again and they choose to integrate back into it, they can. They can entangle their quanta to create a stronger compassionate human soul essence.
We opened a portal of greater light for all the splits that wanted to move into the higher frequency stream of consciousness, of their core personality. All went through the portal except the 5-year-old that chose to stay with me because of my strong attachment to her human.
I shared with the human what went down and what I felt was happening. To my great surprise and delight, the human chose to join in, to co-parent. She is caring and supportive of the young aspect split, floating around going back and forth between us excited to experience what will happen next. The human has a willingness to risk feeling, healing and trusting the self again.