have specialized names and are worked with in psychology and considered criminal. Most started when we were too small and fragile to do anything about it, but think about it and feel it.
SEXUALLY ABUSED CHILDREN of the world population is at 80%. All sexual abuse with any age group or physical size is about whom is in power and control. Who is enjoying force, control and humiliation of a physically defenseless or psychologically defenseless individual.
Child Sexual Abuse is “any sexual act with a child performed by an adult or an older child.” Child sexual abuse could include a number of acts, including but NOT limited to: Sexual touching ANY part of the body, over or under clothes, penetrative sex, including penetration of the mouth or any orifice. Encouraging a child to engage in ANY sexual activity, including masturbation of self or another. Intentionally engaging in sexual activity in front of a child, showing children pornography or creating child pornography with the child. Encouraging a child to engage in prostitution.
As a result of sexual abuse in childhood, children and “adult children” of abuse LEAK sexual ENERGY making them easy targets for predators. The child has been TRAINED to have no boundaries. Their life force is always leaking and alerting predators that they can siphon their energy. If you want to control your light / energy, shut down or close off or cut off any cords or holes in your energy field. It is not appropriate or showing compassion for you if you are leaking energy. ONLY the Dark Ones will feed from you.
HARDWIRING of FETISHES and TURN-ON’S
During continuous sexual abuse of a child, any child – eventually ANY biology will respond in a sexual manner. This sexual response will be tied to the child’s particular abusive sexual experiences. This results in fetishes and strange or inappropriate things turning your sexual feelings and sensations on. That is because these responses have been hardwired into your cerebellum located at the base of the head. These responses don’t go away. The compassionate thing for you to do is to OWN that you get sexually stimulated by strange or nasty things, BUT fight those responses, neutralize them or turn them off. Change your focus and have compassion for YOU, the powerless child that you were during your abuse.
DISSOCIATIVE IDENTITY DISORDER / DID / ALTERS / MPD and BPD start out as common, naturally occurring defense or coping mechanism to deal with severe trauma, especially when experienced as a fetus, infant or child. This coping mechanism frequently becomes a defensive pattern that persists into adulthood, other incarnations and other realities. Dissociative identity disorder was previously known as multiple personality disorder. The trauma is usually extreme, repetitive physical, sexual, and / or emotional abuse. A situation or experience that’s too violent, traumatic, or painful for the brain and your consciousness to assimilate. The soul essence leaves the biology because it is too low a vibration for it to stay in the container. The individual that has experienced trauma becomes hyper-vigilant a child may have “failure to thrive” and frequent medical problems. Those with DID when given traditional psychological tests frequently show up as Schizophrenic.
There is also POST TRAUMATIC STRESS DISORDER or PTSD a severe anxiety disorder that develops after exposure to any event that results in psychological trauma. The experience overwhelms the individual’s ability to cope. Diagnostically symptoms of PTSD include re-experiencing the original event as flashbacks or nightmares, avoiding things or people associated with the trauma, difficulty sleeping, hyper vigilance and anger causing significant impairment in social, occupational and personal interactions.
All mind-control slaves have PTSD and are full of shattered hurting alters and the slave is UNAWARE of them all collectively. Self-punishment and social withdrawal are natural symptoms of PTSD and programmed slaves. Programmers enhance the low level emotions of fear and anger into the alter systems because that all works to the advantage of the trainer. Different alters end up holding the ANGER, fear, social withdrawal, GUILT, promiscuity and DESIRE for self inflicted punishment. Illuminati slaves are self-absorbed, judgmental, blame and criticize the self in endless loops that lead to further hopelessness and fear.
These negative and self-destructive feelings are held in check and balanced by other parts of the programming and become part of the created personality. When the slave considers leaving the illuminati, the control systems of fear, negativity and suicide come forward to keep the slave trapped. Some alters even call or tell the handlers that the slave is trying to leave. When you DISSOCIATE you’re powerless to change anything.
When a slave or traumatized individual feels SAFE alternate personalities start to integrate themselves. During danger an intricate interaction of biological, neurological and nervous system reactions occurs. This interaction causes the muscles to contract to protect the organism from harm or death. Once the danger has subsided the body is designed to SHAKE OUT excessive muscular tension. We have deadened this shaking mechanism from the iliopsoas muscles or fight / flight muscles and they are the only ones that connect the back, pelvis and legs and as they relax the natural shaking of the body reverberates throughout the entire body looking for tension and naturally dissolving it.
An ALTERNATE PERSONALITY (ALTER) is a compartmentalized personality within a matrix of programming that is organized like Illuminists have OR disorganized like a dysfunctional family or group has. An alter in a formalized structure has a history to insure shadow alters will provide a full range of accessible emotions to APPEAR normal. Sometimes the distinctions between alters and alter fragments is VAGUE. An A-coded alter on some levels is actually 3 alters spinning together, which must be locked in place to communicate with, and then rotated to communicate with the other two.
BORDERLINE PERSONALITY DISORDER (BPD) is a serious mental disorder marked by a pattern of ongoing instability in moods, behavior, self-image, and functioning. These experiences often result in impulsive actions and unstable relationships. A person with BPD may experience intense episodes of anger, depression, and anxiety that may last from only a few hours to days. Frequently there are ALTER FRAGMENTS, which are dissociated parts of the mind that serve only a single purpose. The biology would also be easily possessed by dark entities because there is no one to protect the container, the biology.
The infant biology is the container that your stream of consciousness enters. The soul essence or stream of consciousness LEAVES when there is abuse and watches from a distance until it is safe to return, IF it is ever safe to return. Sometimes the infant dies. The soul always KNOWS the thoughts and agenda of those around them and sees exactly what happens. That is why your soul conglomerate can give you a slideshow or information about ANYTHING you have experienced.