Are you unconsciously maintaining the same type of unhealthy relationship with multiple people? Repetition compulsion is a psychology term used to explain repetitive self-sabotaging relationships that people have and maintain. They have the same behavior with multiple people and get the same results over and over again, SUPRISE, surprise. People repeat what they have not repaired yet. They engage with an addict or abusive or emotionally unavailable one and expect things to be different than they have always been with any addict, abusive or emotionally unavailable ones.
Engaging with the “unavailable ones,” says WHAT, about you?
Your choice to engage with those that are self absorbed and unavailable emotionally, would indicate that is the resonance YOU carry also, and are attracted to and entrained with. You willingly choose to be an integral, necessary part of the whole that makes the feedback loop complete. Your reactions to the addict and unavailable one, is essential or fundamental to the game of victim predator, which you know how to play so well. Victim, predator and confused innocent roles, just keep going around and around. They serve as distractions from you being compassionate with you.
The only person you CAN change is you!
Until you own and are consciously aware of YOUR ROLE in the feedback loop, you can’t change it, and probably won’t leave that resonance and game of interacting with the unavailable, so you can feel victimized. The human repeats the same behavior pattern over and over again UNTIL the “human creator” consciously decides to change their thinking. Consciously chooses to stop blaming, judging and punishing the self and others. Choosing to move into compassionate thoughts for the self. Doing what is best for you and leave the compulsion to repeat self-destructive relating with others.
Each reality and each human has “peak moments of change” or insight or windows of opportunity that change their patterns and resonance. Everything in our universe is sentient and has patterns, cycles and a particular resonance. The human biology matrix is the skeleton. Gaia’s matrix was her crystal core and all the systems attached to the “core.” Her core and resonance now, have moved to her crystalline grid and compassion. The “core” network creates energetic pathways or portals for higher frequencies to interface and interact with lower frequencies. DELTA or fourth dimension energy and GAMMA, fifth dimension energy fields are entering Gaia’s atmosphere into and through our biology like ocean waves as “sets” of transmuting energy. Some people notice, integrate, use and enjoy it and some are oblivious. Those that can synchronize their resonance with the planet’s ascending frequency will ascend with it.
The much lighter delta and gamma waves of energy, washing through the earth, are “your BACKUP energies” now. Human and galactic consciousness or DNA is not static; it’s a group of chemical and electromagnetic actions that are directed by the resonance of your thoughts, they are compassionate or not. The DNA framework or blueprint of human consciousness can change rapidly or VERY slowly. When old stuck thought patterns release and you reboot with compassionate thought patterns, you also release the EMOTIONAL CHARGE or upset, you carried with your old dark experiences. They loose the power to trigger you into past time again and again, to relive old traumas and the compulsion to repeat old self-sabotaging patterns of thought.
The original incident or trauma starts the cycle that gets repeated over and over again in an unconscious effort to PROCESS what happened and to change the outcome. As long as it stays unconscious, nothing will be processed or changed. You just create a chain of experiences, to relive that original incident. Your THOUGHT at the time of the original incident becomes a belief you live by, a belief that is not a quantum truth.
For example – “I can’t” “It’s too much” or “I got away with it” becomes your words to live by. What you say to the self, at the time of the original incident becomes your conscious or unconscious belief. That belief holds your compulsion to repeat in place, you keep repeating the same self-sabotaging experience over and over.
The energy on earth has moved from dark to light giving us a thirty-six-year window of OPPORTUNITY to become conscious of OUR dark thought patterns so we can release them and move on into the light. December 21, 2012 was the midpoint of the thirty-six-year window, 1994 thru 2030 is the start of a new cycle or fractal pattern. You need to consciously choose to alter the pattern and resonance of your reality.
A fractal is a mathematical set or matrix that has patterns that repeat regardless of size. Microscopic to galaxies, the pattern shape, design and parameters of everything looks and acts like its creator or the “original incident” or the first wounding. All fractals have the same statistical character as its source does. The compulsion to repeat in human behavior acts like fractals.