is you considering yourself a victim or entitled. You need an immediate reward for your perception of your “pain and suffering” or because you are special and better than others.
“SOMEONE ELSE NEEDS TO MAKE IT BETTER FOR ME now!”
Your debt reflects with CLARITY how you feel and THINK about you. Debt is you refusing to take responsibility for YOU, financially, physically, emotionally or energetically. Debt is you making other’s carry or be responsible your energy field. The cosmic truth about your debt, poverty or demanding is: To the degree that you SQUANDER other people’s resources and energy, while WITHHOLD YOUR energy and resources you unbalance you. You create poverty and disappointment for you and anyone dependent on you. You create the stressfulness and negativity, which poverty, debt and lack of compassion cause in the debtor.
Debt is a game of “lets pretend” for BOTH sides. One side creates the illusion of caring and concern for the other, by allowing you to pay later at a higher price. You getting it NOW and paying a greater price later is a “cold prickly” not a “warm fuzzy.” A “cold prickly” decrease your self worth and if you don’t pay it back, you also believe you aren’t worthy or deserving of what you went in debt for. So stealing is ok with you. You deserve it because you are a victim. Your parent abused you, and society didn’t protect you, so it’s ok to steal from those that weren’t nice to you, “cold prickly” or “warm fuzzy”?
Your poverty can also manifests itself, when you are productive and FAIL to take your proper reward, energy or money in a suitable manner. Because you believe YOU are unworthy or you are “fake humble” or “pretend pious” or incapable of owning what you have created.
Squandering is allowing an opportunity to pass you by. When someone has ALLOWED you to continuously squander what they created, they are residing in the same poverty vibration you are in. How many parents have squandered their child’s innocence and childhood by forcing them to be a surrogate spouse, abusing or neglecting the child?
Dark Ones squander, because they believe they got “ripped off’ and someone else has to pay. Any amount that they steal or take from others never satisfies them either. Ill gotten gains, empty calories, lies, denial, disinformation and dissociation never nourish, nurtures or sustains the biology or soul. Getting your needs met from another ALWAYS means you are NOT being responsible for you. You victimize others as you felt victimized, how could that feedback loop ever create compassion for anyone? Your BOREDOM is a state of apathy and fear of potential penalties and feeling trapped. Boredom can include denial or confusion and avoidance. DEPRESSION is anger turned inward on the self, about what you should be and what you could have accomplished.
Leaving thought patterns of debt; demanding, boredom, depression and force are the only way you can create a feedback loop of compassion for you and others.