The GIFT your problems “gift you with.” Are illustrating for you what is NOT working in your life. Your energy travels in circles, repeating over and over again what is not working UNTIL you fix it, rethink it, and change you point of perception. Problems are your teachers, in the Earth School you chose to put your consciousness in.
Does KNOWING what you emanate, make it any easier to fix it? Not necessarily, BUT it does point out to you that you ARE the creator of your thoughts and reality. When you do not realize and own that you create your reality, you generally consider yourself victimized. In fact, many people that considered the self, victimized feel entitled to give as good as they got and do great damage to others, other places and things. Those people feeling victimized, DEMAND and WAIT for or want vengeance.
Demanding waiting or wanting becomes a problem that you create for yourself. The energy field you emanate is you demanding the cosmic energy flow, the quantum field, needs to do what YOU want it to do. That goes against the law of allowing. Your suffering is pointing out to you that your thoughts need to shift to “it is what it is” you are not the center of the universe or a dictator, you are an equal consciousness within a mass consciousness. At some point in your history you emanated what you are experiencing.
Energy fields are circular, you GOT what you gave and are entrained in that feedback loop. What YOU THINK you are OWED, is a devolving feedback loop you are feeding and sustaining with your energy and focus. Only by changing your thoughts and point of perception are you able to leave that feedback loop and break that entrainment.
Demanding, wanting or waiting for something from someone that DOES NOT want to give “it” to you. Is you, choosing to experience a state of passivity, stagnation or powerlessness because you deny or refuse to accept what is true. The other one “does NOT want to” give it to you OR the cosmic cycle is not at the point in its cycle that YOU want it to be. Demanding, waiting or wanting leads to being impatient, upset, depressed or going numb. While you “stamp your feet” and get all crazy, you only intensify your suffering and need for things to be the way you want them.
When you force anything, you are operating in the DARK! Engaged and entrained with other players in that feedback loop of forcing each other. You chose to experience being the victim, confused innocent and predator. Waiting, wanting, demanding, suffering, living in your wounds and being righteously indignant, means there is no need for you to be responsible for your creations and the collateral damage you create by not being responsible for you and what you think. It doesn’t matter if your sibling got more money than you did. It’s YOUR job to create what you want for you, not get it from another.
In the fifth dimension and beyond or the light bandwidth you are in sync with your light soul conglomerate. The light soul is in service to others when they ask and at the level and pace they function at. Your DETACHED compassion needs to be in sync with your LIGHT soul conglomerate’s perceptions that are aligned with cosmic truths.
Your thought pattern of: “When will things be the way I WANT them?” Needs to shift into, how can I perceive reality differently so I enjoy what is what is true. What can my soul share with me, to help and guide me? Light One’s ALLOW and accept what is true. They accept the timing of the cosmic flow and the laws of the quantum field.