Is a trap, a prison of entrainment you create and maintain, for the two or more of you, entrained in the belief, that you are owed something! Insisting on, demanding, forcing and waiting for what you THINK you are OWED, is a devolving feedback loop you are choosing to FEED and sustain with your energy and focus. Dark Ones GIVE a little, or lie, to take a lot. Dark parents and dark children ALWAYS take and take. NOTHING in the dark bandwidth is fair!
Demanding, wanting or waiting for something from someone that DOES NOT want to give “it” to you. Is you, choosing to experience a state of passivity, stagnation, and powerlessness. BECAUSE YOU choose to wait, want or demand YOU consider your self victimized! REALLY?
The only one that is responsible for you is you. If you are demanding, wanting or waiting for something from another, YOU are also choosing victimhood or being the confused innocent so that you can be the predator. The predator demanding, wanting or waiting for something the other has chosen to WITHHOLD from you. Do you deny what is true?
Waiting and wanting leads to being impatient, upset, depressed and or numb. To feel alive again you create drama and suffering over your perception of lack, about what you are waiting for and wanting. You upset yourself over and over again about what you decided a parent, spouse or the world or the invisible realm is withholding from you and possibly “giving it” to another. That is you trying very hard to FORCE and go against the law of allowing.
When YOU release what you “THINK” you are owed the game or entrainment ends.
Maybe waiting for and wanting what you feel you lack creates a need in you to be the hero, avenger or the one needing caretaking or being “put in charge.” You step up your forcing to actively demand what you want and YOU become the predator. NO ONE OWES YOU ANYTHING! NO ONE needs your reality FORCED on them! NOTHING in the dark bandwidth is fair!
No one took anything from you, because you allowed, engaged with and entrained with the other players. You chose to experience being the victim, confused innocent and predator. Your perception of what happened allowed you to experience all three roles. Waiting, wanting, demanding, suffering, living in your wounds and being righteously indignant, means there is no need for you to be responsible for your creations and the collateral damage you create by not being responsible for you and what you think. It doesn’t matter if your sibling got more money than you did. It’s YOUR job to serve and create for you, exactly what you want. You will never get what you want from Dark Ones.
Your thought pattern of: “When will things be the way I WANT them?” Needs to shift to, what can you change for you:
“How do I change my thoughts to enjoy or change what IS?” Then you can ACTIVILY partake in your world and version of your reality exactly as it is. Light One’s ALLOW and are ACCEPTING of what is true. Hopefully you are trying to rebalance the dark energy game you played with each other by accepting that no one owes you anything. To the degree that you WITHHOLD YOUR energy and resources to be responsible for the self, YOU create poverty for you and anyone dependent on you.