A MYSTIC seeks their truths beyond the intellect. KNOWING is what you FEEL is true inside you. When you do not understand the spiritual lesson you CHOSE to master this lifetime it will be “in your face” until you get it. I understand how devastating CHILD abuse and trauma is and how it will negatively impact a person of any age in any number of concurrent lifetimes. My information is to help you understand and own the spiritual lesson you chose to work on.

Any agenda you have for another, or any force you use on another, is against the law of allowing. The more you go against the law of allowing the darker your energy balance goes.

 
 
 
 
 
 

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KNOWING when you VISITED with GALACTIC BEINGS

To know you have done a thing, your beliefs need to embrace the possibility that you could of done it. The good things in life can’t be touched generally but we do feel and have awareness of them, because we believe in them. We believe in and feel things like love, acceptance and transference of energy and feelings. Human’s essence can and does; bi and tri locate. Your biology is not needed for your essence or awareness to be in a different location or loop of events. If the little human rejects the concept that part of your awareness was hanging out with an alien but that happened, you will go into confusion and consequently denial or forgetfulness. Especially when you say to yourself but I was watching the movie the entire time. I couldn’t of been also “kicking it will” Hal the alien from Orion.

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The CORE PERSONALITY ALLOWS an ASPECT to RUN the BIOLOGY

Both Alice Miller and Freud speak about what happens when a child is asked to do too much. When children are forced to care take the adult or other children. When the child is forced to satisfy the adults needs socially, physically, and emotionally and or sexually the child is asked to do more than their fair share. This puts the child’s energy and their attitude way off balance. In response to unreasonable demands put on the child they may split off a large aspect of themselves to make that aspect handle the demands of the adult(s). Alice Miller and Freud say this treatment in childhood creates an adult that DOESN’T WANT TO. They don’t want to do anything for anyone.

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WINDOWS of OPPORTUNITY to RESOLVE your ISSUES

Time or the past, present, and future exist simultaneously so any new or different reaction you have, to your usual pattern, will ALTER all three periods of time. Your past and future is only the NOW moment in all the loops of events you have experienced in this lifetime or reality. That is why your unresolved childhood trauma or issues still affect you strongly in the now moment. The round loops of similar events or themes we all move in never go away until there is resolution. That is WHY a trauma in childhood or a concurrent life that is unresolved STILL causes you upset in the now moment. You just can’t move past it until you understand what confuses you.

In the 4th dimension time is very mutable. Pure awareness in loops on a theme is in operation when we sleep, meditate or create because then we are thought without our biology or the duality matrix affecting us. But if you visited the 4th dimension while you slept to act out sexually, you have unresolved sexual issues you do not understand and you keep repeating your actions to get clarity. Know that you were abused because a predator existed in your reality. Know you are old enough and strong enough to protect and love the small helpless one that was you. Give that one your compassion and protection.

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The CORE PERSONALITY ALLOWS an ASPECT to RUN the BIOLOGY
WINDOWS of OPPORTUNITY to RESOLVE your ISSUES
CLEARING GAIA’S EMOTIONAL body or the 4th DIMENSION
PERCEPTUAL OVERLOADS consume ENERGY causing FATIGUE
PLANETS are SENTIENT with LIFE, and WATER CYCLES
LIGHT is SPREADING LITTLE by LITTLE in all DIRECTIONS
EARTH WARS reflect GALACTIC WARS with ADVANCED TECHNOLOGY
GATHER your PIECES, ALTERS and DEMONS and their WISDOM
FOLLOWING DARK Truths is not the way to STAY LIGHT
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I understand how devastating the CHILD abuse and trauma you chose to experience to increase your spiritual wisdom put you in overwhelm.

I write about what I do to help you see the larger spiritual picture and enhance your alignment with universal law. The laws are the how to go lighter handbook and how to understand the spiritual lesson you chose to work with.
 

For decades I have worked with the emotionally challenged of all ages. The illuminati programmed ones have showed up at my door and we have worked hard to understand and break the programming with the help of their other soul aspects and the core personallity.

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You chose the lesson you chose to master. This is a trip you take with your other soul aspects. They operate as a unit and most of us haven’t honored their presence or their hard work. To understand takes your awareness and thought. You must own what is true to release it. This is not easy but is very stimulating and amazing to learn all we do not know. This a DOING project for the individual and their soul aspects and not a group distraction for fun.
 

Humans generally carry or fall in sync with the beliefs and behaviors of their family, relatives and the people they “hang out with.” When you are looking for higher or lower truths than your current ones you need to ACTIVELY get involved and focused to change.

bonnie_new1The human is an aspect of its soul group living in a cooperative effort with their biology to experience greater understanding of darkness.  Your auric bodies hold your entire story with access to everyone else’s story and your soul aspects read it all.

They are happy to share it WHEN you are ready to hear it.   Just ask them one question at a time and allow the answer to come to you.  Putting a pretty story on your childhood experiences and concurrent lives to please or deny will not change a thing and it never has.  
 

Keep clinging to your pretty story and you will stay stuck.

bonnie_new1CERTIFICATIONS

NATIONAL: Educational Therapist
ARIZONA: Principal and Reading K-12
ARIZONA/TEXAS: Emotionally and Learning Disabled K-12
ILLINOIS: Art Instructor and Supervisor K-14


EDUCATION

University of Phoenix – Phoenix, Arizona 1987 – 1995

National College of Education
(now National-Louis University), Evanston, Illinois 1974 Degree in M.Ed. Major: Special Education

North Park College – Chicago, Illinois 1968
Degree in B.Science Art. Minor in Social Science


EXPERIENCE

Accommodation School – Phoenix, Arizona 1995 to Present

Principal of private special education school for the emotionally/learning disabled, grades 8-12

Created a therapeutic approach to resolving emotional and learning difficulties

Facilitator of communication and understanding with family, school districts and community

Maricopa County Regional Schools – Phoenix, Arizona 1989 to 1995

Acting Principal, Program Director and Community Coordinator for the Severely Emotionally Disabled, grades 7-12

Designed, developed and implemented a therapeutic approach

Collaborated with psychologists, peace officers, parents and
Administrators

Designed, developed and implemented curriculum for at-risk multicultural students

Facilitated group processing

Helped to transition students into the mainstream


ADDITIONAL EXPERIENCE

Student advocate for student’s and families rights
Educational Therapist
Peace Officer, Deputy for Harris County, Texas
Fine Artist, Continuously creating fine art, photography and jewelry

 

Member of the Biltmore Who’s Who Network


REFERENCES AVAILABLE UPON REQUEST

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alice-miller.com - Alice is a woman I love for all her research and bravery against all the adults that abuse and use children.
Alice sees the patterns and traditions handed down in families and organizations.

look4insight.com - Torben is very intuitive, sensitive and able to relate to the common man or woman or child that is feeling stuck and wants to become more spiritually evolved and a happier human.

beyondreiki.com - We are, in All Love, the Brotherhood of Light. is the group she channels and they focus on the human body which I like knowing all about

awarenessheals.me - Presenting cutting edge spiritual information, awarenessheals.me is a fantastic resource for anyone going through the awakening process

davidicke.com - David Icke is a British writer and public speaker who has devoted himself since 1990 to researching “who and what is really controlling the world.”  A former professional football player, reporter, television sports presenter, and spokesman for the Green Party, he is the author of 20 books explaining his views.