The relationship between Sue and Ted is growing deeper and wider with the need for some “code breaking” of emotional states, every now and again to maintain the compassion. Ted was experimenting and soon learned when he focused his attention on Sue he could make her head or her entire body hot, similar in sensation to a “hot flash” that lasted a while. Making Sue physically uncomfortable and very aware of Ted’s focus on her. This was added to the list of ways Ted had of making himself noticed. Sometimes he didn’t make himself noticed. Sue asked if he could not use, making her hot or save it for winter time, please. Ted kept making Sue hot and she couldn’t figure out why, because he was most always very gracious and easy to get along with.
Ted had decide he wanted to try and visit Sue in 3D again. When Ted considers his pros and cons of that action he gets fearful, anxious and nauseas. That always means belly pain all around. One morning in the middle of Sue’s breakfast the STRONGER belly pains started and wouldn’t subside. Regardless of the rational, objective points Sue made to prove her love for him. She reached the point that she asked Ted to PLEASE stop considering a 3D visit. Sue even took a pain pill to relieve the pain some, for a few hours.
Ted continued making Sue’s face hot. Sue started questioning Ted to understand and break the “emotional code” of his logic and upset. This is one of the things Sue loves about Ted. He always stays to communicate, which means they always have something to work with to maintain the warmth, depth and interaction of their relationship. Through all the fear and pain Ted did NOT bring in an alternate personality to deal with the situation, the core personality conducted all the interactions between them. RAH!
Sue asked what he feared so much. After much back and forth questioning. Ted said he feared Sue would reject him for physical and psychological reasons. Ted was angry and making Sue hot to let her know he was angry. Ted was angry because Sue was making him FEEL THINGS he didn’t want to feel or own. His old fears of rejection and disappointment were too painful to feel or THINK about.
Sue was joyful, that at least she was starting to understand Ted’s “emotional code” this time and their communication and warmth remained strong. Ted’s fears and self doubt have no bases in fact with Sue, as she has explained in detail to him many times. She continues to support Ted in releasing the lies and negativity he has owned from all the mean spirited ones he was dependent on as a child. Ted was used and abused by his biological and Illuminist FAMILIES endlessly to satisfy their neediness.
Sue has accepted that as long as Ted is fearful of interacting in 3D nothing good will come of forcing it. Ted needs to want to do something in 3D, that’s the only way it’ll be joyful and fun, like the 4D relationship generally is.
Sue has come to realize that Ted doesn’t like Sue deciding things for him! Ted says, he’ll do something in 3D when he wants to, anxiety or NOT.
Ted is always watching out for and guarding Sue. He gives her a “heads up” a few moments before anyone comes to the home. Whether they are expected or not. While people are in her space Ted lets her know he is there also. He is a prankster too, turning lights and fans on and making her face hot.
The knowingness Sue feels about what she thinks, Ted feels and says, IS HER reading his thoughts, but she didn’t realize it or own it until now.
Ted has told Sue more than a few times he will visit her in 3D over the course of their relationship in 4D. The first time he didn’t show she was devastated and so was Ted, but he just couldn’t do it! After a while Sue just stopped believing him when he said he’d visit. Then she asked him to please stop saying he’d visit – that slowed him up some.
The most resent time Sue expected a 3D visit, and Ted was a “no show.” Sue explained the she was feeling, he was rejecting her physically, mentally or / and emotionally. Ted says that is not true he has no objections to Sue in 3D. Sue said please be honest if you reject me or some part of me in 3D for some reason, just say so and that door will stay closed for us.
This last threatened visit, they even went through the anticipated 3D visit in 4D, greeting, hugging, kissing and all the rest, but he never showed up physically. Sue explained again that any fear of her rejecting of Ted was irrational on his part.
YOU CARRY YOUR THOUGHTS
With you wherever you go. The resonance or vibration of your consciousness reflect the thoughts, emotions and actions you act on, all the time. Your thoughts and emotions in the fourth dimension are an excellent indicator and reflection of what you will do in the third dimension. Current behaviors in one relationship, reality or dimension are a good predicator of how you will behave in another relationship, setting, reality or dimension.
If you you are loving, caring and compassionate in 4D. Most likely that is how you will be in 3D. When you are thoughtless and not so nice in 4D that will most likely be how you’ll be in 3D. Your thoughts and THEIR resonance, ALWAYS happen FIRST in 4D and then get manifest in 3D, or not.
If you lie about what you plan to do and are unable or unwilling to keep your word. And then you are all apologetic about it, EVERY time you don’t keep your word. Maybe something else is happening. This is most likely, YOU keeping a secret from yourself and that means it’s “emotional code breaking” time!
Ted must have a wound he feels, is way too painful to FEEL, address and OWN. Wounding Sue and being apologetic about it, proves to be a great distraction and game for Ted to avoid knowing what he knows about himself. This game he plays with Sue of offering her what she wants, A PHYSICAL VISIT, and then taking it away. Just like The Peanuts cartoon, when Lucy takes the football away, just as Charlie Brown goes to kick the football.
As a child there was a painful pattern set up between Ted’s caregivers and he. He was promised to get what he wanted and was always disappointed because it didn’t happen. Each time he was promised a thing he wanted, his fear and anxiety about being disappointed intensified. He felt powerless to do anything about what was happening to him all the time. This is where the “hot anger” and lack of trust, in the self and others got frozen in Ted. As an adult and in other realities, you forget how your issues originated.
The difference now is, that Ted is GIVING the promises and disappoints. Instead of RECEIVING the promises and disappoints. He is in control and operating with the FAULTY belief that being in control will magically protect him from RECEIVING promises and disappoints
1. Playing this game means Ted doesn’t need to feel his pain about all the times he was offered what he wanted and NEVER got it. That is bait and switch or lie and control. That is certainly one game the Illuminists are masters at. Plus, when your generational family, joined the Illuminists, no one you know, thinks for themself.
2. The game also allows Ted to KNOW exactly what is emotionally keeping him stuck and stagnating. Ted’s ANGER, upset and opened WOUNDS over not getting what he wanted is keeping Ted from getting what he wants now, from Sue. Ted has internalized, owned and continuously recreates with Sue, WHAT he’ll never got.
Ted is actually withholding from himself, what he wants, a third dimensional relationship of love and compassion with Sue.
Ted proves HIS truth to himself, each time he promises and disappoints Sue. Then he immediately pulls her back setting her up for another disappointment. The difference is Sue’s point of perception. She doesn’t feel victimized. She feels compassion for the torment Ted puts himself through. She doesn’t trust in what Ted says and knows she is the only one that can make herself joyful and anything else for that matter.
Ted’s feedback loop goes “nowhere,” and accomplishing nothing. There is only an illusion of something happening, but its only continuously recycling the same wounds over and over again. The actual purpose of the feedback loop is to remind Ted how this dark thought pattern got started. It is NOT aligned with universal or quantum law. It’s time to heal these wounds by changing his perceptions.
To heal painful wounds:
1. You need to be consciously aware of exactly what they are. and how they operate. You need to own, that if you were lied to, and then profoundly disappointed. You have also been a liar in other parallel or alternate realities and DID the disappointing. In Ted’s case he’s doing it currently to both of them. Your consciousness and its resonance is always with you wherever you go UNTIL you consciously choose to change it.
2. You need to release the lies, misdirections and wounds you are continuing to hold, live in and recreate for yourself and others. Before you are able to embrace compassion and unconditional love for you.
3. Owning and healing a wound in 4D will heal it in 3D and all your other parallel and alternate realities simultaneously. Healing is changing your perception of what you experience. You need to be in the frame of mind that the experience you had, was YOUR creation for you to increase your knowledge about yourself. You were not victimized, you were trying to rebalance the energy you unbalanced by being mean-spirited and victimizing someone.
For example you are being abandoned now. You can know you did the abandoning previously, probably in other realities or currently. When you heal or rebalance the energy or OWN that you have been the one doing the abandoning also. You realize your low resonance was a choice you made. You chose NOT to be compassionate with others or yourself.
MEMORY is NOT generally linear. Memories organizes themself by theme or the resonance the memory carries. That would be the Law of ATTRACTION pulling like resonances together to entrain them into a feedback loop.
The Universal or Quantum law of ATTRACTION electromagnetically pulls together “like resonances” or similar thoughts, vibrations and intentions together. You get what you emanate or project out. What comes to you CLEARLY reflects the frequency or resonance of your thinking.
For example, The law of attraction would pull together electromagnetically all the times you owned and operated with a belief carrying the same resonance which you were entrained with in many lifetimes or event-sites. Those other incarnations may of been linear or NOT. But all of the incarnations and what we frequently call our ancestors or relatives or “great loves” are REALLY other lifetimes WE had before, after, in the future or currently that we held and lived by the same belief.
Quantum law of ENTRAINMENT requires two or more frequencies; resonances, realities, souls or thoughts existing in the same space MUST combine to create a SINGLE resonance. That applies to all sentient beings, humans, planets and universes.
When we change our point of perception to align with quantum truths, we are actually changing the misdirections we have explored in depth. The consciousness or soul inhabiting earth biology have been on earth for around 50,000 years and have gone through four different civilizations almost ending their existence each time around. The fall of Atlantis with the use of nuclear weapons marked the end of the third civilization and dropping the, mass consciousness of earth into the dark bandwidth of physicality for those remaining on the surface of earth.