is designed to blame and punish others, instead of YOU owning, your self-pity and being responsible for your creations and your false belief that you are owed something.
People that nurture, magnify and drag old injustices and wounds into present time, perceive themself as victims and victims believe they are powerless. They EMANATE, attracted and entrained with BLAMING, inactivity, apathy and resignation to their pain and suffering. Individuals, tribes, countries, political parties and religions sometimes collect wounds. Wound or injustice collecting is frequently a lifetime pattern carried by the infinite GRAY soul’s essence into each new reality it enters and resides in. What the soul creates, it is responsible for un-creating. Stop feeding a thought your energy and focus, to make it go away.
A child with a parent or caretaker, that is very narcissistic and belittling, undermines the child’s self-confidence. They bring up past mistakes or failures over and over again always blaming the child. By making the child feel worthless and like a failure the parent creates the illusion for themself, that they are right and better than the child.
The wounded young or old, consciously and systematically collect and preserve grievances great and small, unfairness, transgressions and violations real or imagined. The collecting is to feed and nourish a twisted point of perception to justify the wounded exacting personal revenge or just being nasty and angry all the time. They never let go and do strike back continuously at their victims. Collectors hold grudges are rigid, demanding, self-righteous, and easily offended to justify their eventual acts of mean spiritedness.
Injustice collectors can and do assign sinister, nefarious reasons or motivations to innocent, benign actions in others. To argue or debate with an injustice or wound collector entrenched in their belief system will probably add you, to their list of wounds. Manifestos written by the criminally dangerous wounded, like serial, spree, and mass murderers generally include rambling, repetitive and emotionally, threatening phases or statements and the need for revenge. Revenge fantasies seem to be an appropriate and logical response to the wounded. “Wound collecting Americans” have elected “injustice collectors” to serve in the government and judicial bodies on all levels.
When your choice is to be righteously indignant and suffer or upset yourself because of your real or imagined wounds. You choose to live in your pain body and keep refocusing and feeding your energy to the same feedback loop. Many soul essences are in the resonance of the lower fourth dimension waiting for someone to make it all better for them. Another can’t do for you what YOU NEED to do for the self. All beings exist within the “Frequency Band of Reality” matching their resonance, thoughts and feelings.
The Gray Soul Essence’s shade of gray, gets a lighter gray as it adds compassion or WHITE / light to its darkness.