NOTHING is going on in 3D, nothing! Sue and Ted’s continual warmth, friendliness, care and concern for each other’s well being and sexual presence were very much enjoyed, in the fourth dimension only. Their quanta are entangle and melded.
Quantum entanglement is a physical phenomenon that occurs when pairs or groups of particles are generated, interact, or share spatial proximity in ways such that the quantum state of each particle cannot be described independently of the state of the others, even when the particles are separated by a large distance.
Sue intensely experienced Ted’s fear and anxiety in HER BELLY, which he didn’t even seem to notice much because, for him it had been there his entire life. The pain and nausea Sue felt enabled her to control, pretty much stop, her eating too much and actually changed her eating habits. A big win for her. Ted’s continuous warmth, support and and breathing back and forth from the heart with her. Through the divorce and separating process, helped her resolve, focus and kept her spirits up.
After four or five months Ted’s continuous fear and anxiety subsided and ended for the most part. So did Sue’s belly pains, caused by his fear and anxiety stop. Could she maintain her new eating habits without the pain? Sue certainly hoped so. The reassuring shivery sensations Ted and Sue sent back and forth to announce their presence to each other, always continued and was very much enjoyed.
The first four or five months of their interactions in 4D were trying to help each other with their immediate wounds or concerns. Sue did not know how to remote view and she got very little feedback other than physical sensations. Ted, on the other hand, was a skilled master at fourth dimensional navigation. He remotely viewed Sue and read all of her thoughts, which is why he wasn’t all that interested in any 3D communication. He could easily figure out whatever he wanted to know. Ted felt safer, more in control and comfortable in 4D. Sue was definitely at a disadvantage because she was unaware of all that Ted could do, lucky for her and their relationship, she’s not much of a secret keeper or into deception.
VERBAL communication is not Ted’s strongest asset. No one listened to him talk or cared much what he had to say about HIMSELF ever, so he is not so practiced in knowing about or talking about himself. Generation after generation of Ted’s bloodline / DNA were “trained” to dissociate when triggered to run programs installed by their trainers and handlers. Ted’s DNA, the fetus and new born experiences were training to be fluent in 4D.
Illuminist PSYCHIC Programming is installed and enhanced in 10% of their infants during their first few years of life and never stops. The child will have a genetic parent with psychic abilities and will be put to work for the “family” at 2 to 3 years of age, and for the rest of their life. Their trainers and handlers teach them “remote viewing” and reading peoples thoughts. They spy for the illuminati in the universe, on and in the earth and within their cult families or on anyone else, they are told to spy on. Then they report back to their handlers what they saw and heard.
A normal toddler isn’t very grounded. Psychic toddlers are so OPENED to the UNIVERSE or BUTTERED OVER the universe (Scientology term) that they receive information easily BUT find it hard to know what is their thought or feeling. They have no idea where they personally, begin and end. They have left many aspects and pieces of themselves scattered all over the universe. They compulsively reach for the clarity and understanding that their handlers do not want them to have. Psychically programmed toddlers, on into and through their adulthood remain fragmented and dissociated. They do not know, understand or honor their own needs.
Psychic toddlers also get the Delta assassination programming designed to kill, those they are told to kill psychically, by tearing holes in their aura. So much of what the psych toddler, child and adult reads in others is nasty dark abusive thoughts of control, force, hate and manipulation. The psychically programmed, are generally the ones most likely to break their programming enough to leave the Illuminati family. They generally need to also separate from their biological family.
For EXAMPLE: One psychically programmed child was so overwhelmed by the dark insensitive cruel THOUGHTS of her rapists that she frequently tried to commit suicide. Her list of rapists were her father, grandfather, eight siblings, a few other relatives and the Mormon Church elite. At 4 years of age, she continuously put herself in dangerous situations like standing in front of the bull and climbing trees to fall out of. Running away from home on her tricycle, but she needed to be home by dark. She begged her parents to rescue her, but that would never happen as the above was all part of her “training.”
At twelve years of age, she and her mother cared for her Illuminati, Satanic grandpa that was dying. Grandpa felt sexual lust for the 12 year old, which is typical in pedophiles and Satanists. The mother of the 12-year-old daughter was very jealous and felt betrayed by her daughter. NOT betrayed by her father. Mom hated her daughter so intensely that the daughter decided at that time to stop feeling or reading what all humans felt or thought. And she become useless to the Illuminati for her psychic abilities. The 12 year old however did maintain her psychic abilities with nature, Gaia, plants, animals, rocks and the electric fields or grids around earth.
Ted was an unconscious / conscious, psychically scattered human because of his childhood “training” as a psychic, call it like it is – trauma based programming, that never really stops. He was still working some, for the illuminati.
Sue wanted to help reduce his psychological scattering or dissociation if possible and ground him more in 3D if he was willing. Bonding with anyone weakens the hold the illuminist have on their “slaves.” Bonding with someone or even something divides your loyalties, makes you conscious, makes you KNOW or need to decide what YOU want. Ted bonding with Sue, decreased the amount of time Ted was dissociated and unaware of what he wanted. When Ted stayed conscious he could CHOOSE to get triggered or NOT. Ted could choose to follow his programming or NOT. Ted needed to stay conscious and decide for himself what he wanted to do when ethical or moral dilemmas showed up for him.
As Sue got more confident trying to remote view and hear what Ted said or thought, the relationship evolved. They moved from fixing immediate wounds or concerns, being ecstatic with sexual activity to deeper communication. Sue started to realize that when her lower belly or pancreas area hurt a bit, and it was NOT a pain generated by her, that Ted had a question or wanted information. Ted found it difficult to understand why she cared about and enjoyed him so much. Ted’s childhood didn’t leave him with much, if any self esteem. He was forced to spend so much of his consciousness in the fourth dimension that developing third dimension awareness, sensitivities and skills were very neglected and under developed, his alters were his friends and social life.
Ted frequently asked Sue, why she loved him so much. Because of his low self esteem it was hard for him to accept what she said, and what he read from her thoughts, as true. Ted never owned his own value as a human and as a healer, let alone as a lover. Ted knew he was an ok slave, he owned that. Ted heard positive words and sensed positive thoughts about himself and repeated them to others, BUT Ted didn’t own them as truth about himself.
Ted asked questions about what a 3D relationship would be like with Sue. How all the practical daily things would be dealt with and managed. How financial things would flow. Who would do what chores. All good practical questions for the third dimension.
Ted works 6 days a week healing people, doing paperwork and all it takes to maintain a practice. He has very little “down time” and is early to bed and on his day off he rests and does chores. His nights were restless waking up often and early in the morning. Sue’s sleep patterns were similar, but changed some with Ted’s changes. Ted started sleeping through the night, seldom was there the midnight restlessness he had previously.
The light operating system on Gaia has removed the “emotional charge” on all trauma based programming, people in the world, have gotten. Actually all the “emotional charge” on all types of programming has been removed with the increased light. It is much easier to “walk away” from your programming now, if you want too. When a person stays conscious and makes their own moral choices their “alters” or alternate personalities start to trust and feel safe with the “core personality.” Then the alters will start to integrate themselves. When you love and care for yourself and take responsibility for all your choices it’s relatively easy to leave the Illuminists now, if that was is what one wants to do.
As Ted’s fear and anxiety was greatly reduced, Sue and Ted’s trust and safety with each other allowed them to become consciously aware of their unfelt, unowned feelings and emotions. Ted had not defined himself, TO himself very clearly, yet. What feelings and emotions belonged to him and what he was all about, was a bit of a mystery to him. That makes it real difficult for him to express what he feels about himself to another person.
Sue decided, that Ted’s discovery process about himself, might go something like the following. Ted lets his feelings build up and boil over, inside of himself. That way he knows and can own, that a particular feeling or emotion belongs to him. The feeling or emotion surprises and overwhelms his consciousness. Because Sue and Ted’s quanta are melded, Sue gets suddenly overwhelmed at the same time Ted does and the weeping starts for both of them.
As Sue and Ted were enjoying a prolonged hug, the weeping and sobbing suddenly consumed them. What feeling or emotion was that all about? They were releasing all the negativity, and loneliness they had stored in their unconscious about how long they had been without self-love or unconditional love from another. After the weeping subsided, the JOY of loving and being loved was free to express and expand itself.
Apparently there are many layers of not feeling loved to be released. Because in future months, other bouts of sobbing and the joy of being loved, accepted and appreciated unconditionally, were experienced, released and enjoyed.